Farewell Baby

Baby, I'm just dream about you and sudden I'm tears up like a girl who losing her mom. I miss you so badly in a deepest black hole and I'm sorry.

I still remember the first time we met on this day. Summer and the flowers bloom. Fascinating. Everything was so bright. I can't see anything else, except you. Yeah, obviously because you hit me in the head! But it was the first time we met. And I can't forget you since then.


Dear you,
How are you today? Everything's fine? I hope you're doing well in your not-so-new "home". I miss you. Terribly. Today. Suddenly, I miss you. Everything about you, us is like a projector which doing its movie showing. One by one is up. And guess what, today when I miss you, like a lot. I don't cry. Despite, I don't smile though. I keep remembering everything about us. Baby, I hope you're doing so good in there. I miss you damn so much.


Love,
When you first left me, honestly I can't even breathe. I lost my soul. Everything is black. Off. Nil. I can't even find my way back. And somehow, I still wanna be in the hole, in the world I create for so long, just to be with you, virtually. With our memories. But, I need to move on. I can't. It's hard. 'Cause you know what? You've been here in my heart for a long time. How can I forget about you?



Baby,
Today, I want you to know that yeah well maybe I've moved on. But still, I miss you. How I wish you still be here. Laugh at my silly jokes, be my best friends, talk like there's no tomorrow and so much more. I miss you so much. I know you know I miss you. You can see from the above, right? And baby, please take care of yourself. We can meet, soon. So soon. Wait for me. And if I can make a wish, I just wanna see you one more time, although in my dream.




I miss you. Always and forever.
Rest in peace, Danial Damian.
( 5 February 1993 - 13 May 2013)